A Year

Sam Bailey

First it is over.

Then the moon pulls out its hands.

Now death’s, what, real? The wind

shuffles through the wheat, trying

to find the right souvenir. The old maple

washes its armpits in the moonlight.

What is over? I’m not sure. I can hear

an owl breathing into a rusted flute.

The wind again. The wheat becomes physical,

a crowd pushing toward the road. Hay bales

hunch against the touch of the wind as if they have

learned to be scared. What would people say about this 

through the sprawled telephone wires

of the county? Do they think the sky’s

packing all the light into a moon? Just thinking of my life 

can make it disappear. I close my eyes.

It’s the rain I feel now. I do. The drops

coming down with all the dead’s faces

to look into mine.


This poem is part of a trio. Click here to read “On a Cold Night, Deciding Should I Call You” and here to read “After You.”
Sam Bailey is a Ph.D. student in religion at Harvard University and co-editor-in-chief of Mark.
Originally published:
March 11, 2025

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