On a Cold Night, Deciding Should I Call You

Sam Bailey

In here—I am pointing to my heart—

the wheat stalks press together in the cold. Above me,

the clouds stretch out like water from a glass

tipped over, advancing, now, on an uneven floor.

An owl chooses loneliness in a white oak

and the field I stand on

is cracked as a laborer’s palm

holding me up to his eyes.


If you don’t want this—you,

heart—then the moon does not need to sing for the field

and I can find you an hour the night doesn’t end.

That’s not knowledge. The road’s all turned around in the hills. 

My breath inflates another gray skull

and before I can make out a face, it turns

and heads for the trees.


This poem is part of a trio. Click here to read “After You” and here to read “A Year.”
Sam Bailey is a Ph.D. student in religion at Harvard University and co-editor-in-chief of Mark.
Originally published:
March 11, 2025

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